bad birthday... =(

AAAAHH.. in 2 week's time 18th april, i'll be having my final assessment!!! and i haven't done much!!! thank's to my designs, i had to do 2 complicated prototypes and 1 final garment. thank's to my ambigious and ambitious designs, i'm having a hard time struggling to do my illustrations and technical flats in computer (imagine: i spent a whole night till 5 am morning just to finish 1 1/2 technical flats.. i've got 6 and 1/2 more to go!!!). and the process of making the garments is making me crazy...  

WHAT'S WORSE!!! its my birthday is on the 11th, just a week before the assessment... i won't have time to even celebrate my 21st birthday    in anycase, it has been like that, assessment dates is always near to my b'day, i'll never get to enjoy it as long as i'm in school. ugh!

things to do:
-3 garments
- 6 and 1/2technical drawings
- collection plan
- 1 more illustration
- catalouge
- A3 size portfolio
- Mood Board
and i don't know what else.......... its all either complicated task or time consuming task..

I'm still in 's PD though.. i feel that it actually helps me to distress eventhough i find it hard to get the time to sit down and immediately design something off topic from my school work...it takes time to let the mind to switch on to PD mode sometimes since i was focussing on my school work the whole time. GOSH! i'm so worried about not completing my school work.
but i'll try my best to finish each challenge! just 2 more weeks! hahaha..
i'm surprised that i actually go to school at 9am, and go home at 12am EVERYDAY (INCLUDING SATS AND SUNDAYS) for almost 2 months... and still so many to do! arghh!!

really.. my only birthday wish is to be able to complete everything nicely and perfectly.  and not to look like its rushed! i want to get good grades!
please pray for me too!!

SO TIRED THAT I JUST WANT TO COMPLAIN......